January 2011
19 posts
INSATIABLE.
his smell didn’t leave my arms, it was intoxicating and vile, I scrubbed for hours in the bath, to finally feel cleansed, that time I let the water reach my face, repugnant repulsive reform, sickened silk skin wasn’t meant to touch para llorar, como nunca habia llorado, my spanish was as broken as I almost felt. so tonight, -Js
evenings filled with
intoxication,
of lust and virtue,
of drink and smoke,
of water with wine,
i dilute beneath your unsustaining gaze.
chapped lips left a long time back.
-js
elite clubs, once all were that we though of
as we layed under the flies
summer air, stroke skin
dead face, limp limb.
in many ways, it’s sex all over again.
-js
3 tags
that sounds cars make late in the evening
after something like an afternoon / early evening rain
the water turns to mist when it meets the tires,
i don’t know, but I’m sure that’s one of my favorite sounds.
bit of confidence.
wanting to know, seems like quite possibly the worst pace to go,
i prefer a much quicker, more rapid,
approach,
to know you will know.
-Js
Soup.
I’m gonna make it.
last month.
glassy-eyed wide-eyed, spectacle. situations become too easily inflamed within one’s mind.
attempting to buy the time, to lay time with the rhymes which go from hind- sight to fore.
fore, fore, i wonder if you’re with a fore, a luxury hotel rating and a perverse thought infused with something that smells awfully close to love.
boyish anatomy, long since met with manhood.
-JS
a goal to maintain is to prove that there is so much to be done and having a gent attached to your arm doesn’t help with any of it.
Want to know touch,
I want to know a burning, blinding passion.
-js
disappointment from the start,
bit acrid, acidic drink to collide
much less cosmic than the cosmos
collide
acidic bitter flavor meets my taste-buds
and surely you’ve not been lucky nor wise enough to experience a flavor
so exquisite, divine
you’ll always be that blind, naïve, misguided angsty teen at heart,
boy, oh boy, you were a disappointment from the start.
-js
things with power:
- full moons
- my red hair
- freckles on knees
- green eyes
-cheek bones
- electric tea lights
- space heaters
- money